when the wind blows…

I feel….numb.

I spent most of my day doing things around the apartment, then went to do errands- then I got a call from a good girl-friend of mine, who wanted to go for dinner and coffee- and I happily obliged, because…I haven’t seen people in a while, and it was nice to see her…but I don’t know if I was really -all there- today…I feel like I am floating, and maybe not in the good way. I fell asleep when I got home around 10…and now I am wide awake.

I dunno why I am feeling this way. Maybe it will hit me tomorrow. I just feel like…something is going on. But, I don’t know what.

I am going to take some time to myself tonight…kneel and think about things…maybe it will be clearer when I do….

x