I’m not so good with words…

Hi,  internet. It’s been a while, yeah?

Me and blogging don’t generally go hand in hand. The ability to write my thoughts and feelings down on any medium has always been a struggle. Did you ever have that high school english teacher that wanted you to keep a journal? Mine was always filled with drawings.

Funnily enough, I didn’t fail that course.

But that’s just it, isn’t it? People express their thoughts and feelings differently. Some don’t express them at all. I’m not necessarily a ’shy’ person; I have the ability to make friends easily, because I am friendly- but I am private.  The more people get to know me, the more I tend to open up- but I am making a conscious effort to fix that. Sometimes I’ll blog here, sometimes I’ll blog other places- I do have a new blog- that is going to be a place where I post some of my favorite family recipies- I had to get the OK from my gran, but she seems happy to share these with people, and so am I- some of the recipies are awesome!

I went to the Incubus show last night- I was asked, last minute, at work yesterday if I wanted to go, as one of the producers had tickets and couldn’t make it- so 4 of us went…two interns and two staff- and it was actually…an amazing show. Brandon Boyd is probably up there now, with musicians I like live. Not to mention that I think he’s aged well. Someone had told me that he was looking a little haggard- but that wasn’t the case last night. I may have rekindled my crush on him. And he has gorgeous tattoos. Kelly! You’d love his tattoos- they’re all drawn by him, and they’re stunning. I myself don’t have any ink, but I am always appreciative of people who create art in that way. He’s like a pretty canvas.

And the more I think on it, the more I think he looks like Joseph Gordon Levitt. Or maybe an older version of him. Uncanny.

It is my lunch break here at work and I’m sitting at my ‘desk’ (read: shared table with about 4 other people), with my home-brought lunch and my iPod is on and…today? Today has been better than the past two days. I feel good about today, even if it’s been slow work-wise. Maybe it’s because the sun is out, too- the past two weeks, the sun has been scarce. Maybe MD is right- maybe I do suffer a little from that weather-related thingamabob. I like the sunshine. It makes me happy. YOU make me happy. Music makes me happy. Hopefully, I’m done with the clouds.

Til next time, Gadget.