Bring it all back…

Hi internet.

I feel like I broke up with this blog. I didn’t mean to intentionally- I have had a lot going on, and at the same time- I’ve been keeping my innermost thoughts to myself. So believe me when I say, it’s not you, its me. I hope we can still be friends. U B MY FREIND? KAY.

Uhm.

I’m trying, I really am. People mask their grief differently. I mask mine with humour and bubbliness. Despite not feeling very bubbly at all. But I am the type of person that will not subject my friends or others to whatever is going on in my head. Some people can see right through me, others- go along to get along. But I promise you: I’m fine. My grandad died peacefully in his sleep. And for that, I am thankful. It gave me peace of mind to know that. Things are hectic, I won’t lie. My uncle and his family are trying to get here from Thailand for Thursday…it’s getting kinda…I don’t know what the word is. But I promised someone I wouldn’t worry over the little things, and I am not gonna. But chances are I will be in Montreal for the weekend- only 3 or 4 days, at the most. It’s not a long time, but at least I will see my mum and my brothers, along with the rest of my family. I think it’s long overdue. I just wish it was under better circumstances.

On a happier note…
Graduation is soon. I got my stuff in the mail, and unfortunately, my mum can’t come down for the ceremony- but I do have friends who said they’d sit in, which is all kinds of lovely. I have to find a pretty dress, I think. I am totally getting dressed up for this one. Except the shoes. I’m wearing my converse, I don’t care. I could be in a nice black dress and I’d still be wearing the Chucks!

Anyway, I am sorry again, blog, for ignoring you for as long as I have. I promise to make it up to you. How does a blog a day sound? Will it get me back in your good books? I want us to work! I love us.

And I love you. You know who you are.

onelove x

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